Are you hoping for a girl this time?
How can I answer that 100% truthfully? Of course, I want a daughter. I'd love to have a girl! But, knowing that my thoughts are not God's thoughts, and that His ways are perfect, and He knows what is best for me and my family, I trust Him! and besides, as I've tried to teach my boys, "You get what you get, and you don't throw a fit!"
Do I have a gut feeling? I've dreamt twice about this little baby, and both times it was a boy, and his name is Andrew. *And I should mention that while I was pregnant with the two boys, I always dreamed that I was having a girl (both times). I had the thought that if it is a girl, I will miss the little boy, Andrew, that I met in my dreams. Maybe that was my subconscience preparing me just in case so that I don't feel disappointed.
Others have had dreams about a girl in my life, and one friend at church insists that she just KNOWS this is a girl. Another friend, who has a track record of only being wrong on 1 guess ever, says it's another boy. Even the Chinese and the crazy facebook quiz say probably a boy. So, as for "gut feelings" - I don't trust anything.
My cravings are very different than with Kyle or RC, but they were each different from each other. My sickness is different (not much actual vomitting, just LOTS of nausea, and no indigestion). I'm losing weight like I did with the others, and "carrying" pretty much the same, just showing much sooner. I feel bigger - wider, really - but I am starting out heavier than I did before. So who knows. These things don't mean a hill of beans either.
I would say, for the record, that if this is a girl, I hope that she holds out until her due date of February 4th. Not many pregnant women want to go until the very end, but I wouldn't mind for this one insignificant, but sentimental, reason: we would share a birthstone (my birthday is 2/14, her's would be 2/4). I still have a lot of amethyst jewelry that would be so fun to pass down to a little girl. If this is a boy, he can come early if he likes - I won't protest. If I have 3 sons, I'll pray for a grand-daughter or daughter-in-law who has a February birthday, and share my birthstone then. It's silly, but it is something that I thought would be neat.
On Tuesday, September 8th, we are having a sonogram, and hopefully we'll find out then. I really hope to know, because the next day Ronny leaves for Africa and I'd like to be able to clean out and organize for this baby while he's gone. I have 4 boxes of baby boy clothes left over from Kyle that need a home (either the baby's room or someone else's home), and I'm ready to get started on all of that. I'd also like to settle on a name, although Ronny is probably glad that he'll have some time away from me reading to him from the baby name book like I did with Kyle. I really do like the name Andrew or Abby Gayle...
But for today, I wait, and I try to be patient. Oh, and as for other questions - are you tired? are you hot? are you sick? do you feel the baby moving yet? The answers are all: YES!